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[08 Jun 2011|04:05pm] |
June 12th can not come soon enough! I have to admit I've got a countdown running on my computer here and my laptop at home. My parents are already planning their summer trip out here which I am of course not very excited about.
I'm sorry I'm just not in the mood for the conversation that starts off with asking if I'm seeing someone. Which quickly morphs into I should get married again while I'm still "young and able". Not the type of conversation I'd like to be having while I'm trying to lounge by the pool or lake. The one good thing about this is my father will without a doubt tell my mother to lay off. Not to mention remind her of certain conditions, which will only make my mother cry about no grandchildren.
I'm trying to be the good daughter...it's coming up on the anniversary of my brothers death. So I know my parents are upset but there are issues going on that I just can't help. Oh well right? I'm going to fix myself a drink or maybe I should just hit the bar...yeah the bar sounds good.
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[25 Apr 2011|08:06pm] |
Spring break is over. Tomorrow we all go back to school. Have I told you lately how much I just love my job.
Not to mention how much I love people reminding me that just because I'm divorced life isn't over! Just pull the trigger now seriously.
In other news I spent my Easter alone with my tv, which was fabulous. I truly don't envy those who have to cook a huge dinner or even spend it with their large or small families. Don't get me wrong love the fam...just not enough to fly home on a holiday weekend!
If I promise to be good and visit my family more often...do you think the school gods will smile upon me? You know make the school year go faster and end this never ending babysitting?
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[14 Apr 2011|05:27pm] |
You know what's lovely...Facebook. That's what. I hate Facebook and only joined at the urging of a college friend, someone remind me to kill her. Now everyone I hated in school is contacting me, reminding me about my brother and "how great school was" or "Oh gosh I miss you, you look great!" Fuck off. I stopped talkin to you for a reason! How dense can one person be?
And if my week hasn't been bad enough, which by the way it has sucked some royal ones, I get an phone call today. From my former mother in law. She always loved me and on occasion calls me or sends me a email. Well she just wanted to chat about how she bumped into my parents...blah blah life is so boring and wonderful blah. Then, god help me why I still care I don't know why, she goes on about my ex-husband and his wife. How happy they are, how they've blessed her with three beautiful grand-daughters, and oh great news! Now they're having another kid...a boy. The son he always wanted. Only they're using on of those surrogates and everyone is so happy. At which point she asked how I was doing and if I had found any one I fancied yet. The woman still firmly believes I'll find someone even with my issues.
Is it bad that instead of making an excuses to hang up I hauled off with some sarcastic remark about becoming a lesbian? At which point she chuckled and told me then I wouldn't have to worry about kids. And something about a silver lining. If I ever find this silver lining I'm selling it on E-bay for a fortune!
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